A thread in the tapestry...

she's unhappy once again with how he treats her
keeps asking all the friends on what to do
can a broken heart like hers ever mend

all he does is say he's sorry, never meant to
say or do the things he did
offers flowers and hugs as apology's
but doesn't really mean it the way it's said

she cries alot and misses him so much
goes back after tempers have flared
accepts that she's not really perfect
and maybe he's the best change she'll ever have

it isn't you baby
it's me, isn't that the line
but in this case lady,
it is you cause i'm fine

i kept giving you chances day after day
looking past your excuses and slips
honey i'm sorry for yelling i'd say
(what a fool)
you're the one that should be doing the flips

through hoops and into fire
can't believe i continued it for so long
and now you're a stripper for hire
bad choices making this the worst love song

what a fool i was and am
still worrying bout you and your life
but i'm tired of waiting aren't you
tired of this tiring life

i wish you well and played the friend
but all good things come to an end
i'm done, you're gone, and so lend your
ears to this, the worst love song

ladies in my life say i lie
claiming their hearts through false promises
everything i say is true i sigh
you're just not the one cause i'm a doubting thomas

beggars can't be choosers
and the is full of fish
but here i stand a loser
with nothin in my hands but wish

waking to a stranger in the morn
is much much better
than being with you all full of scorn
doesn't my life seem so bitter?

an endless parade of underachieving players
circle my life in senseless fashion
adding to my unique layer
but nothing to my passion

i realize that i really no longer care what people think.

sure i enjoy the opinions of my friends and colleagues, i actually listen to them. but people in general, or people that are only slightly in my life...they can go shit themselves with their opinions.

as for people who are terribly paranoid about things they can't control...like feelings or such...well they need to grow up and just live with what they can

http://filer.case.edu/dts8/thelastq.htm


little something something for asimov

we hit it off right from the start
well maybe thats not exactly true
but baby i know i made it up to you

all i know, all i know
is that i don't want to end up in no shoebox
one full of old memories
i want to be a living reminder
no need for photography


i met your family and you met mine
but baby it wasn't so bad
cause you held my hand
while i held yours
felt like serendipity

all i know, all i know
is that i don't want to end up in no shoebox
one full of old memories
i want to be a living reminder
no need for photography

but the day came went it all went away
the flowers died and the writes wrote
that we'll end up in history

all i know, all i know
is that i don't want to end up in no shoebox
one full of old memories
i want to be a living reminder
no need for photography


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this one i'll record at some point...

random kaleidoscope of feelings wash over
desperation fighting patience
lack of movement creating a virtual prison
arguments define the world

emoting nothing, sheilding self from life
demanding of others what can't be given
isolation becomes a state of mind


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becuase someone said i haven't posted in a while...
it's hard to post when, even though life isn't monotonous, you're stuck in a cycle..that maybe only you can see

you see truths in others and it's easy to describe their faults(possibly strengths) as opposed to looking at your own..

i dream too much...don't wish to accept reality as is..
and yet i'm happy that i dream..

updates are sometimes irrelevant i find...just a thought.

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Scene:
Two men sitting on stools facing each other
First man dressed completely in orange
Second man dressed completely in purple

Second man slaps first man while saying, You're too orange.

so iphone is out....looks neats..apparently some love it and some hate it...


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studying emc shit again..

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canada lost to chile...0-3....it was sad...like watching one of the teams in my league play us...

canada was owned

all i need is a little patience

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roadtrip is over..much fun was had...

to hear more ..talk to me..lol

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place still isn't sold...may be a little to high ...might have to lower..sokay..me patient..

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Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you